I said no that this is my dream cum true and I proceeded to run my lips up one side of his now hard shaft and down the other and then attempt to get him completely down my throat. He must have seen the cock shock expression on my face because I remember him asking me if anything was wrong. He was huge and had the biggest cock I'd ever seen and he wasn't even fully hard yet. When I saw the size of his cock I couldn't believe my eyes. I got on my knees in front of him and helped him get his pants down. He stood up and said he could take care of that and started to undo his belt and pants.
He could tell I wasn't into it and asked what I liked so I flat out told him I liked to suck cock. He was obviously attracted to me because he started kissing me. I offered him a drink and we then sat down on the couch and talked for a couple of minutes. When he first came in he wanted to make sure I knew that he left my phone number and address with the bartender for his safety. When the bell rang I opened the door to meet Nick a really good looking 24 year old around 5' 10'' with sandy blonde curly hair and I'd guess around 180 lbs. We talked for a bit and exchanged details about each other and he agreed to come over after his shift at 1 am. He told me to hang on a minute and next thing I was speaking to one of the waiters Nick. I explained how closeted I was and how I couldn’t risk the possibility of running into someone from work and asked if he might know someone that would be interested in coming over to my place. I told him I wanted to hook up with someone and he said I should just come over and I'd definitely be able to score. I spoke with the bartender who was really nice. Once she left I started looking through the yellow pages for gay clubs in the area and that night called a place locally. One afternoon the wife and I had an argument and in a jealous rage she decided to fly home to mom. I had always kept my cock obsession from close friends, family and co-workers, pretty much everyone (accept one regular blow buddy from school). I would have loved to share my love for sucking cock with her but she was really uptight so my dream of sucking off a well hung guy with her or letting a guy fuck her and him cumming down my throat just wasn't going to happen. My ex was beautiful with a really hot body tight ass and pussy I could munch all day and night but she was extremely jealous and insecure. I was in my 20's and loved it there with the perfect weather and always something to do on the weekends. Way back in the mid 1980's I was working for a major computer firm in California.